Tearful Valentine

This year's Valentine's Day was a day full with tears.. T______T

Everyone are flying back to resume their roles - making money for living.

The past 3 weeks were the best days in my entire life. I got to spend my whole 3 weeks fully with my family and my family only! No gaming, no chatting, no facebook-ing, no blogging. No nothing cos I really treasure every single second I spent with my family.

Sigh... and yesterday was a day full with gloom and sadness..

Bro, da sao and AJ are flying back to UK and mum and dad back to Sarawak thereafter.

The problem I have is that I absorb happy moments like how a sponge does when it touches the water but when it comes to the parting part, it's gonna be hell lotsa sadness. T____T

I

can't

let

go... T_______T

For the past 3 weeks I have been spending a lot of time with AJ my darling nephew.

And can u imagine how terrible it is to know that you can't feed him/ sleep beside him/ play with him/ change diaper for him/ hug him/ tickle him/ hold his tiny hand/ bathe for him/ wipe away his poo for him/ reaching out for him when he is coming to you/ hear him cry/ hear him babble/ take cheeky pictures of him for God-knows-how-long it's gonna be?????

IT'S HORRIBLE I TELL YOU.

And I am gonna miss my sister in law so much to the extend that I don't think I will find any other sister in my life who is so caring, understanding, and fun to be with. Sister in law is just a title, I am already treating her like my own blood-bond sister. We were not that close when my brother and sister in law registered few years ago but after a whole 3 months staying over in Plymouth and another 3 weeks in Malaysia, I found out that we both share quite a lot of same preferences like sharing the same tastebuds - she loves to eat pandan cake like I do (that's why my mum ordered another piece of pandan cake for us, thanks ma, we love you so much!), we have the same thoughts and we read minds! how cool is that!?!


Gonna miss you la da sao, in fact, I am already missing you. Dunno if I will be shedding tears at the end of this post or not cos my heart feels a bit sour and sad now... gotta be tough! gotta be tough!!

Actually Mr. Wong forbids me to write this post cos he said I will be crying for sure after he saw what happened yesterday. I guess he is horrified. Haha Therefore, I must not let him down!

And my brotherssssss, when is the next time we can take photo like this again?? *emo*

Come back more often la big bro. Don't make us wait in agony mo T________T

Last but not least, my parents~~ I miss them so much now! T______T


Mum was so upset yesterday that she cried again in the airport when Mr. Wong and I sent them to LCCT from KLIA after we sent my big bro.

I knew her and myself too well that I will end up crying with her again in LCCT so I lied told my mum I was really tired since most of us didn't sleep well the night before and asked if we can head home to rest.

And once I buckled up my seat belt, I was crying again, all the sweet memories flashed back at a time..wa lao.. couldn't stand it... so I let go my tears.. was crying pretty much the whole way back from LCCT and continued crying to sleep when I reached home.

I managed to hold my tears back when my big bro sent me off at Heathrow airport last time but this time I failed. T_____T

So I cried and cried until Mr. Wong also cried (prolly because he ran out of ideas on how to console me and I was driving him crazy!)

I know it's Valentine's Day and I am not supposed to cry but to spend a lovely day with him instead but really couldnt help it. So Mr. Wong dragged me out to Pavilion. He said I must not stay at home, else I will use up his tissues.. =.=''

On the way to Pavilion I cried again =.='' when I saw times square~~ that's where we stayed for almost a week before we parted. wa lao I never know I have the ability to cry so well and easily!!

Then Mr. Wong tried to crack some jokes and that really helped to stop the tears. Thanks, sweetheart.

And why Pavilion?? The usual me will ask, cos Pavilion is not a place that I will shop, everything is too expensive for me but yesterday I didn't bother at all.




So Mr. Wong tried to distract my thought by asking me to take pictures (with my swollen, sore eyes) and all that...



So I guess it did work a while.. until I saw a baby in a pushchair and it reminds me of me pushing AJ in his pushchair few days before and I told him, "the tears are coming! the tears are coming!" and he panic-ly dragged me into a MAC shop.


and bought me this without a second thought. He knows I have been wanting this brush for a long long time and I am too stingy to buy it for me. I always walk into MAC shop and told myself I don't need such costly brush since I am not a make up artist and I don't do make up for living. I never expect that I am owning a 224 right now *emo* T______________T

So we went home and I asked if he wanna volunteer himself to be the first person to try 224 out. The usual answer is a stringent NO, but he nodded!

Hence, I tried it on him with the other blender brush I got to see if there is a difference.

Right eye


Left eye

According to Mr. Wong, 224 is really soft to the skin compared to the other blending brush I use. And my experience as the user, I found out that 224 is really user-friendly. It picks just the right amount of shadows and blend them in real easy. As for the other brush, it takes a longer time to come up with the effect I wanted.

So the conclusion is, a 224 is not a MUST-have la, you can use other blending brushes as they can give you almost the same effect but if you're filthy rich or you don't mind spending hundreds on a brush alone then you'll get to enjoy MAC brushes.

Can you spot which eye I use 224 to blend eye shadows with??