After today...

After today, I finally know how does it feel to be calumniated by the person whose expertise is to find scapegoats when shit happens.

After today, I've realised that all of my hardwork went down the drain, unappreciated.

After today, I've realised how naive I am to continue to bear that little hopeless hope hoping that someday things will change.

After today, I've told myself to say "TAK NAK" (NO) to anything that has nothing to do with my job descriptions.

After today, I've finally decided to give up.